However, while these incidents may come as a surprise, not everyone finds this a difficult experience. For some, mid-life brings the opportunity to reflect positively on life with the chance to make minor changes to ensure the years that follow are as happy as the ones that have past; while for others mid-life is a time of disorientation and distress.
Mid-life offers the chance to learn, to let go of the past and move on to the future. It’s an opportunity to prepare for entering a new phase of life. This process can take place at any stage between 40 and 55 and is a very individual one. Mid-life is the time when you begin to come to terms with your own mortality realising that there may be fewer years ahead than behind and that time is a precious commodity.
Whether you like it or not mid-life comes to all of us sooner or later and if you want this time to be one of positive reflection rather than a soul-searching crisis the following tips will help you.
What is the difference between a mid-life reflection and a mid-life crisis?
Every decade brings new challenges. We spend our 20’s becoming a fully-fledged adult, establishing our career and social circle. In our 30’s, we become increasingly more family-orientated and seek even more from our careers trying to make our way up the corporate ladder. When we enter our 40’s, we have usually established ourselves at work, have older or grown-up children, more creature comforts and are likely to begin thinking about the meaning of life and what we want from it.
It is when you enter this period that you find yourself ‘reflecting’ on your past. The more you have lived your life to the full, the less regrets you have and the more likely you are to think positively about what has happened. Many people feel a sense of regret about some aspect of life that did not work out quite as planned – for example, an opportunity not taken, a life event that was out of our control, not spending more time with the children when they were young or something we wished we had said to a loved one no longer alive.
This type of mid-life regret, where you reflect on the past, is a perfectly normal emotion that usually gets replaced by other positive thoughts and feelings. Reflection is a gentle process akin to the feeling you get when you watch a love story that leaves you with a range of emotions some of which are unsettling but none of which are unpleasant. For those of us who have spent our lives putting ourselves last, being fearful of taking risks and settling for second best, mid-life can become a time of great distress as the recognition of what has been lost and cannot be regained hits home. We can become dangerously vulnerable to our feelings and sometimes find ourselves making drastic changes that we may come to regret a few years later.
We are all capable of self-deceit. Remember justifying those chocolates with a whole range of excuses or those clothes we bought and the many reasons why it was such a good idea to buy them even though our bank accounts were overdrawn at the time. A little self-deceit never did that much harm. However, if you are honest you know the difference between harmless self-deceit and downright avoidance of reality.
When you are honest with yourself, you don’t make excuses for staying in a poor or damaging relationship. You identify the things you want from all areas of your life and you express your feelings. You also know that pushing thoughts to the back of your mind just because you do not like or are afraid of the consequences of acting on them doesn’t help. Being honest with yourself is hard but how can you live your life to the full if you keep on lying to yourself? What’s even worse is that there always comes a day when you have to face the truth because the reality of the situation cannot be avoided any more and the fall-out from all those weeks, months or years of self-deceit can be pretty devastating.
Being honest with yourself does not mean you have to act on all the thoughts you have but it does mean you owe it to yourself to think about what you want, why you want it and whether you can get it?
Be a player not an observer
Take control of your life and become an active player rather than someone watching from the sidelines. If you want something to happen see how you can make it happen. When you find yourself thinking “if only”, “I wish” or “wouldn’t it be nice” stop and ask yourself how you can get some, if not all, of what you want.
For example, one of my clients seemed to spend most of her time wishing life would be different – she wished she had a new job, more friends and a nicer house and she also wished she could lose weight and get fitter. In our first session I noted she used the word “wish” 15 times in the first thirty minutes. When I asked her what stopped her from achieving her goals she came out with a whole list of excuses all of which boiled down to one root cause – fear. Becoming a player means learning to take risks – life doesn’t change if you don’t take some form or action. Sometimes you make a bad decision but no decision at all is more likely to make you unhappy. You have two choices. You can store up a life of regrets and have a major mid-life crisis or you can learn to take risks and get more of the life you want – your choice. Keep asking yourself “what’s the worst that can happen?”
At least once a year put some time aside to think about your life, the people in it and the things that you do, don’t do or would like to do. Write down all the positive and negative aspects you can identify and make an action plan of the things you want to change. Think ahead and plan to make the changes you want to make. The more you plan your life the more likely you are to set yourself on a course of action you can manage – no one says you have to make all the changes at once. It’s all about balance as planning your life with rigid military precision is likely to be as destructive and counter-productive as never planning anything at all. Learn to think creatively. Just because you can’t get what you want one way does not mean you cannot get some of what you want another way.
One of my clients was having a really difficult time getting media exposure. People thought she was good at what she did but the work was not coming in. Having a wonderful gift for communication and marketing, she found a niche for herself acting as a coach helping other media hopefuls market the skills they had. In effect, she started to act like an agent and by making contacts on behalf of other people found that within a year she had landed herself a high profile slot on television and a number of grateful clients.
Bring other people with you
Your mid-life and how you handle it affects everyone around you. If you are in a relationship it’s important you share your feelings with your partner. If you let him or her in on what you feel, want and think then you are less likely to end up in one of those stereotypical situations with you wanting to escape to a desert island and your partner wanting to buy a red sports car. By saying what you are feeling, you can help your relationship stay strong and cultivate a situation where you both change together with the likelihood of making changes you can both live with. Many couples that have done this have found they have gone on to set new joint goals for their relationship ensuring they strengthen their relationship.
When you feel you have missed out you can become selfish and get so tied up with how you are feeling that you forget other people may be going through the same experiences.
Mid Life Reflection or Crisis – which would you prefer?